Thursday, November 16, 2023

I refuse to be deflected

 The compulsory time of the year to visit  extended family annually, the festive vacation makes us see the city with exquisite makeovers making it a new tourist attraction and a new adventure for all. 

Beneath all the smiles, laughter and lights was a hidden tingling feeling this season, hidden in deep layers of concealed cells. 

The gigantic rock shifted the boulders of heart and an inner commotion strongly started to come out to see if one comes out as an enlightened being or a mere mortal coil with a new given cup of life that keeps on changing.

Something has shaken up a strong structure, which was believed to be in the lap of something bigger than I imagined.

There is no concept of Time and no lesson to be learned that so-called theorists want us to believe.

No gravity and no five elements of the earth can make room for my selected creation. I certainly don't give the power to intrude into my outlook. 

I defy that one can not be a sacrificial source or a guinea pig taken up by others as an example on this blue orb. 

Life on Earth is fragile and I wonder the purpose or even the meaning of life is beyond this, beyond the emotions of pain, fear and tears. 

I believe there is definitely no destination. It's -on going, a shining bright light brings us closer to the process and protects us from earthly nuisance, noise, dramas and stories made up by pseudo thinkers. 

I refuse to be deflected!


(- scribbled hastily on a train journey)